Thursday 10 November 2016

End Of Semester 3 and Unfortunately..

Alhamdulillah,

Finally! All of the tough semester with sooo many works, stresses, lack of sleeps and etc are all done. There's no more wake up early in the morning (for a little while), thinking about undone assignments, ready for tests that coming..No more. Thinking about it make me feel ahhhhh relieve for a while.

Actually my paper last on 5th of November which is the last paper among the other paper and make us the last students who took the paper that day which make me feel so not fair. But the thing is, Im here at my home sweet home. It is such a good feeling to be back at home after 3 weeks not going back because of the tests, quiz and finals at the end of the semester which did not giving me the opportunity to get back home and play with my kitties. And now, it all done. No more! No more!

Instead of ending my 3rd semester happily, there's something that make me feel a little bit sad because WE HAVE TO MOVE TO ANOTHER HOUSE. Not my real house but the house that we rent at our college. This is because the owner of it wants us to find another house to rent because of certain reasons which are not make any sense fyi. But we don't want to bring this too far so we just trying figure out throughout the semester 3 to find our new house to rent. Which some of them looks good to stay but too expensive for us to stay. Other than that, we found a house which much cheaper but it is too far which made us so frustrated and clueless where to find anymore. 

Fortunately our neighbor which they're gonna end their 6th semester (the last semester), giving us the good idea when they want us to stay there right after they leave. It is good though because first, it is sooo near with us which giving us the easy way to move our things to the new house and second, it is near and have the same enviroment as our old house because you know.. neighbor and more exciting is, i dont need to find new room for me because we just stick to what room we just stayed before. 

The price rent is quite expensive for us because it is double-storey and for 4 of us? to pay RM800 a month? Yes, quite expensive for students like us. But we do a side business since we're here and we think we can survive. 

The result for this 3rd semester is on 21st of November which about next two weeks and oh my god I cant handle myself. Ive worked alot this semester and we've pulled alot together from a small project to a big project throughout the semester and if we cant get the 'dekan' again for this semester... Im out.

But the thing is, lets just hope we get an excellent results and for next semester will go smooth and well and no problems will occur since we've moved into another house and anything can happen just like we're in semester two. Im gonna miss that house...

Okay! This is my post. Hope you guys have a lovely day by reading my posts. I am so sorry I took alot of days to post another post.. 'post another post' hmmm.... haha! but I hope I will never let you guys down. and also Im so sorry for the lack of interesting stories and for not telling you guys my identity. Im not ready for it and maybe one day I have a lot more courage, then I will do a post just about me. about me that you are curious about. But for now, not yet.

I will update sooner. Depends on what happens to my days. I'll see you soon here on MuslimahTeen Blog. xoxo!






Love, H


Sunday 11 September 2016

Thankfully..

7th of August-12th of September

That was the duration. No destiny. No more.

It is such a great time and moment to know you. You are such a good guy. You taught me good things. You change me lots which i love the way i am right now. I couldn't ask for more. 

But the thing is, kita tak ada jodoh. We ended here. I loved you but cant. I tried but i cant. Hope that you understand. 

You are soo gentle and kind. Too kind until i cant tell who i am when i am with you. You need a girl who has the same standard and level as you are. And obviously, she is not me. She is someone adorable and perfect for your eyes and suitable for you. You will treat her as your angel and she will accept you the way you are. She will heal you, she will treat you better when you are broken. But not me. 

Thankfully..
You accepted this decision. You are much mature than before. Maybe i did something or you learnt something from it. You more open minded with this thing. You are ready for this. Thank you for understand me and believe in me. I know, God has save someone special for you that will make you more happy and have more happy moments with her. 

I will always pray for your happiness. Thank you for all. Halalkan everything. I am sorry for breaking your heart during the duration there. I know i may not the one for you. So that is why, we ended here. I have made my choices. Im sorry for all my mistakes. Please dont hate me. And not to forget, if you find your own angel, do not ashamed to introduce her to me. I believe, you will so much happy with instead with me. 

Thank you R.



Love, H